Love Worth Waiting For

I sit here longing for his heart and he shows me something I always knew but never knew all at the same time. I must not have known it because I was settling for lesser lovers. I jumped into every relationship that came my way. I cannot even fathom the beauty of the man he has made and is preparing for me. I will not settle for lesser than exactly what God has made for me. I will not allow myself to even come near being treated like I was treated. He will not be like the men I’ve been with. His heart will be focused on God, focused on purity and truth. He will have a hunger for the knowledge, glory and love of God. He will be a warrior even greater than I. Love will not be aroused or awoke. I don’t want to give myself away to any other lover than Jesus. I want to save all of what God has given back to me. I want to save it for the man I will marry. I will know he is the right one when he truly wants the same and when I am weak he is strong and so I will be strong when he is weak. I see this love I will find and it makes me cry because I realize what the devil was trying to steal from me. A love I have tried to squeeze out of other relationships and could never truly have. I will have this love. I just am blown away at the beauty of it. The truth, purity, beauty, peace, unity, molding, compatibility, faithfulness, boundary, trust, honesty, holiness, understanding and so much more that will come in with this relationship. I’m in shock and awe of what I would have missed out on. A lover that I actually will run with, run together after God. He lifting me high and pushing me toward the destiny he sees in me. A destiny I put in his hands with trust that he will protect it. A man with knowledge of the word, a man who can even help me grow and that I can help grow. Someone that I can talk with about what God is doing in me and around me. Someone I can sit and just pray and worship with for hours upon hours. All these things I’ve never had and now know that these things are what God has made and built in a man for me. HOW BEAUTIFUL!!!